See me from afar

Time has stopped 

The train takes me, rocks me to sleep

Blissful moments shared with you

Now only a faint memory 

I close my eyes & the night altering to day 

Life is digging in me

She surrounds me 

I can feel it

The grip of her claws loosens as I distance myself

But she still visits my mind

Her presence plays tricks on me

Tricks I’ll never learn 

Not with a mind like mine, so stuck in my own ways 

But I don’t want to move 

Moving means no more presence.